human, the hardest thing to be

despite my best efforts i cant help but
be anything other than human.

the blood pumping from my 

weak heart is full of love.

and i have love in my veins,
so no matter how much i try
my soul is blood red soaked with love
and theres nothing i can do about it.

i know what makes me human
is my willingness to feel,
and my overwhelming desire
to love the crap out of everything.
even if doing that rips my heart open,
i would still love the creator of my destruction.

i can feel my sadness in my bones,
anger in my chest,
and my impatience in my fingertips.
but i know who i am and i know that 
i am only human.

people forget too easily that others are just human.
and people also forget that they themselves are just human.

so i am going to love until,
it leaves me feeling like 

my lungs aren't working anymore.

until, i can find someone who makes
my heart swell in my chest 

because they love me as much
as my soul loves them.

so i am going to love because
i am alive, and i am human and
that is the hardest thing to be.




song: Human // Daughter