let it kill you

as soon as your eyes locked with mine i knew there was

 no chance of me coming out of this alive.

find what you love and let it kill you.

i thought i found him and loved him

but i didn't. i lost him.

and i am still alive.

but what doesn't kill you

leaves scars.

on your heart, and your hands,

and on your spine where he used to trace his fingers 

what doesn't kill you 

leaves your lungs ruined,

and full of dying flowers.

what doesn't kill you,

dries out all your tears,

leaves you awake at 4 in the morning

laying on the shower floor.

wishing you weren't alive.

find what you love and let it kill you.

everything is going to kill you,

but darling,

please let it be by love.

a lover

the love of your life.

love what you love so much 

that it makes you feel alive

and then love it so much 

that it kills you.

i've had my hours on the shower floor.

the scars on my skin 

and the stains on my soul

are un countable.

its time for me to 

find what i love and let it kill me.

...what a marvelous way to die.

All The Pretty Girls // Kaleo